As the title said, so it ends.. 14/11/2014 has passed and it was filled with mixed emotions.
1) Didn't manage to sleep at all before sitting for my most feared paper. I switched off the lights at 12.30am but couldn't fall asleep at all. I was so anxious, excited and scared. I only managed to close my eyes for about 10 minutes and at that moment, i could feel like i was drifting into a deep sleep. BUT suddenly i moved wtf. And then somehow my whole body became energetic again. That sucks so badly because i knew i had to get some sleep. Toss and turn until 5am then i switched on the lights, got ready, and did some last minute revision.
How did the paper go? Hmm.. A couple of hiccups here and there but i was just so scared that i was still shivering when i got out from the exam hall. It was nerve wrecking and i really don't know whether i can say i did well. All i know is i really tried my best and did all i could. Really hope it all goes well.
2) After my paper, Nick came and pick me up and we went to KLCC. He had his haircut while i waited for him. It was great because i got to just sit there and do nothing. I know if i went home, i will start thinking about how i did in my paper, analysing by myself as to whether did i do it correctly or not. And also, it was great to spend some time with him before he leaves. He went back to Korea for work that night itself. So it was good.
3) At 9.30pm, my aunty messaged me saying her labrador, Crystal has passed away peacefully at 9.15pm. It was really shocking because i saw her approximately 2 weeks ago and she was doing fine. She was still walking beside me, smelling and sniffing me and i remember it so clearly because her nose was so wet and when it touches my legs, it feels cold. Sigh. I talked to my cousin today morning and she said they had to euthanise her because she was in serious pain and doctor said it was the best for her. She was developing heart problem and there is a growth in her stomach. Her legs were turning cold as well. She couldn't move and when my cousin came home from work, Crystal was drenched in her own saliva and lying down in front of the door,couldn't move. RIP Crystal.
Ok. Too much words. Picture time. Note that i look absolutely terrible in those photos because i haven't been getting much sleep plus the stress i was facing.
This picture has no filter at all. See how i look? Oh god!! After a couple of photos, Nick was like "you know what, we'll take a picture when i'm back in December". Why? Because hopefully i'll get enough rest to look better and also, because i'm still gonna look haggard although i take a thousand photos yesterday.
Ok. This is with filter. HAHAHA!! More bearable right? Don't need to see Nick because he looks good in every photos. Pfft.
I kinda like this picture because i feel he looks kinda cheeky here.
Then the cars started to move and i said "you drive, i take picture". And,i turn out to look better so i told him "when you don't look at the camera, i look better". HAHAHAHAHA. Then i sent him the 1 picture of him looking at the camera and this picture, he said he prefer the one where he is looking at the camera. Tsk!!
Selfie before my exam and before my eyeliner start smearing. I really gotta go and get the Benefit eyeliner already. I'm currently using Lancome which is not too bad but it seems to be smearing really badly lately. No idea why. Pretty sure its not my eyes.
Thats Crystal. She's buried not at her favourite garden spot at my aunty's house. Such a nice picture of her. Gonna miss her.
I can't imagine the day it comes for Choco to go. When i was sleeping, i dreamt that my mum asked me to call my elder sister urgently and when i called, my sister told me that Choco lost a lot of weight and he's very skinny now. My heart broke into pieces. Although he's so far apart, but i just cannot bear the thought of losing him. I miss him so much.
Ok. I might go and get some sleep again. I slept for 11 hours yesterday but i'm still tired and the dark circles under my eyes are still very visible wtf. Bye.
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