Thats it. I am over all this relationship problems. I had enough. I talked to Serena and she said that he is just using me when he is bored. Note that we did not have any intimate relationship so basically, he is just using me to kill his time when he is bored. Ka Wai said that before but i just didn't wanna believe him because i was hoping he is better than that. Apparently not!
Serena says that JW reports to her about what he is doing or what is he about to do. I am not asking for much as i am not the clingy kind. As long i know your whereabouts, what are you up to and who are you hanging out with,i'm fine with it. It doesn't need to be of precise information. Example, "today i'm going out with G and H to watch a movie and then we're gonna head over to this restaurant". Just simple information like that will suffice and it is hard to do so? NO!
It hurts to think that we used to have a "thing" between us and now, its nothing. Like now when i'm sick. He doesn't even care about me and didn't even ask me how am i doing. Even a busy person would just send a text asking "how are you feeling?" or a simple "get well soon" and i'm pretty sure he's not that busy anyways. But no! No text,no calls or whatsoever. If anyone tell me its normal, then i'm telling you its not. Its absolutely not normal. If a guy likes you, he'll show his concern and cares.
No doubt its painful to finally realise that he's not into me and the fact that he doesn't even care a single bit. However, i'll get through it. I'll be fine and i'll meet someone better. Or maybe i should become a nun. Or maybe i should start researching on sperm banks.
you led me on. i've tried believing that what you've done for me is genuine. it was nice knowing you. i'm frustrated,pissed, disappointed and absolutely hurt. i thought you were different from all the others guys that i've met. you're not. so goodbye.
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