Cause i'm happy...

Ok. I'm not exactly happy but i've decided that instead of feeling upset, why don't i tell myself to be happy?

Thanks to KP and YM for listening to me and comforting me yesterday. I felt so much better after talking to them and their main advice was "if he wants you,he'll come and look for you". I absolutely agree with them and it made me "see the light". Why should i gloat and think about how he feels towards me. There are so many other guys out that for me and if he's not the one,so be it. I would rather get a guy that will fight for me and show me that i'm important to him.

Get what i mean? Thats what i want out of my man. Not someone who makes me feel insecure.

On a more happy note, i went to the gym in the morning and trained my legs,after a long time. Feels so damn good but my whole legs are shivering now. I can barely move my legs!! I would certify that as a good workout. Self certified yea!

See my baby boy!! Thats after his first bath and i remember it was before the first Royal Adelaide Show i went to. Year 2011. Back when i was so young and innocent. No extreme piercings or any tattoos. HAHA. Things have changed so much. Except my love for my baby. I have no idea when can i see him again and i miss him so badly. 

My bruise getting more obvious. This was taken before i went to bed at night. Thankfully it hasnt gone any darker. 

Check this out. Serena and I last year at the Pandora photobooth. I MISS ADELAIDE!!!! Anybody knows the best way to migrate there? I want to live there. Me no likey Malaysia. Hot and humid weather ain't my thing. And i want a place on my own too! Malaysia's properties are insanely expensive. Probably can only afford it when i retire. Damn sad.

Ending this post with a picture of Hachiko's side angle profile. HAHA

Might be heading out for lunch with the fambam and Uncle Ong. If i managed to take some photos, I might come back and put them up. Or else,hehehehe! 

I'm back! Updating what happened in 1 Utama.

Teleport Cafe. Apparently the hosts go around the world taking videos of the city and potraying it there. And then you can have free coffee there and enjoy the atmosphere. Dont really know how good is it. I went before the event started. Fml.

Love my new pair of shoes. But its so hard to match with my outfit. I look like i'm going to play sports but not exactly dressed for it. *head spins*

Mango dessert at Hui Lau Shan. T=Ting. Get it get it? My chinese name is I-Ting(爱婷) so T it is. I don't usually use that name among friends and only a handful of them calls me Ting Ting. Those are really close friends and apart from them,only family calls me by my Chinese name. So if you're given the privilege to call me by my Chinese name, you must be quite important to me. HAHA!

Yum yum!!! I'm such a dessert person. HAHA. 

Ok. Ending this post for real now.

Toodles Tinglies. Hope you guys have a nice and positive weekend.

Don't cry because its over. Smile because it happened.

Thats it. I am over all this relationship problems. I had enough. I talked to Serena and she said that he is just using me when he is bored. Note that we did not have any intimate relationship so basically, he is just using me to kill his time when he is bored. Ka Wai said that before but i just didn't wanna believe him because i was hoping he is better than that. Apparently not!

Serena says that JW reports to her about what he is doing or what is he about to do. I am not asking for much as i am not the clingy kind. As long i know your whereabouts, what are you up to and who are you hanging out with,i'm fine with it. It doesn't need to be of precise information. Example, "today i'm going out with G and H to watch a movie and then we're gonna head over to this restaurant". Just simple information like that will suffice and it is hard to do so? NO!

It hurts to think that we used to have a "thing" between us and now, its nothing. Like now when i'm sick. He doesn't even care about me and didn't even ask me how am i doing. Even a busy person would just send a text asking "how are you feeling?" or a simple "get well soon" and i'm pretty sure he's not that busy anyways. But no! No text,no calls or whatsoever. If anyone tell me its normal, then i'm telling you its not. Its absolutely not normal. If a guy likes you, he'll show his concern and cares.

No doubt its painful to finally realise that he's not into me and the fact that he doesn't even care a single bit. However, i'll get through it. I'll be fine and i'll meet someone better. Or maybe i should become a nun. Or maybe i should start researching on sperm banks.


you led me on. i've tried believing that what you've done for me is genuine. it was nice knowing you. i'm frustrated,pissed, disappointed and absolutely hurt. i thought you were different from all the others guys that i've met. you're not. so goodbye.

Where are you?

Dear guy, 

Where are you? I thought i found you but you disappoint me time after time. Because of all the disappointments,i somehow doubt that you will know how to make me smile or will take care of me. 

Yours sincerely,

Lady in waiting.

Absolutely Disgusted

Hello Tinglies

So how many are you single(like me *high 5*)? And how many of you have a partner?

Why am i asking this question? Explanation as follows ;)

So, i have this Facebook friend, a Malaysian Chinese in his thirties and living in a different state as i am. So, recently, he has been posting regarding his newfound partner(a Vietnamese). He just got together with her (i have no idea whether is it official or non-official) but he has been calling her his "wifey". WTF. Can this "wifey" title be used so randomly? Another friend of mine also have been called her partner's wifey when their relationship is so unstable and i'm guessing is just mainly sex based. I'm not judging here but its clearly written in her Facebook.

So back to that Malaysian Chinese. Yesterday, he posted quite a few status regarding their breakup. We are guessing that she found someone better and left him. He seemed so heartbroken, saying stuffs like our love has ended, don't think of him(which i don't think she will) etc etc. And today, he appeared on my Facebook news feed again, with a picture of him with a new Vietnamese girl saying that he's feeling lovely wtf and in the comment, he said she loves him and he loves her. BIG WTF!! Err hello? Break up yesterday and today found new girl and some more say its love?

That absolutely disgust me and hence the title. He found a new partner, good for him! But saying that he loves her after just going through a break up less than 24 hours? That is disgusting. How can this be so easy? How can human heart changes so quickly?

My faith in men is gone. I have no idea what guys are after and what i even more don't understand is how can they not be serious in relationships or towards how they feel. Probably thats the reason i'm single.



A note to you:-

Mind you, I am not desperate for a relationship. In my opinion, if it happens, it happens. If you are interested in me, you gotta make the move. I am not gonna sit here and just carry on hoping that you will ask me out. Whatever it is, the ball is in your court. Like it or not, I still think that guys should still make the first move. Or else, I will just carry on living my life until someone who is brave enough to ask me out comes along. 

Ok. Enough ranting. Heading out with YL to Jojo Pan Mee for lunch and Epicuro for coffee and dessert later. Might post some pictures. Or might not.

Till then, Toodles!