He's Just Not That Into You

Have you ever read that book? I know it has been released for quite some time now and i've heard of it but just didn't get to it.

Yesterday i was talking to Marcia about relationships and she told me to read this book to know better of guy's intentions. And, i actually read it within a few hours. I'm a very quick reader. Just lazy ;) Trust me. Its a good book to read when you are not sure about signals a guy is dropping. LOL!!! Perfect book for me at the moment huh!

Now, i'm procrastinating at work because the work i'm given is in need of some law knowledge and i have no idea what am i doing. Someone please save me!!!!

of those sleepless nights...

That is me right now. I haven't been able to sleep well for quite some time! It is so frustrating because i am so sleepy but my mind just won't shut. Its just so awake. Arghh!!

I was so tempted to skip class today because as soon as my alarm rang, my mind decided to shut down and sleep. And, i was having a weird dream so that makes it even worst. Ended up reaching class 15 minutes late. Speed all the way. Thankfully i reached there safely.

I wonder why i keep dreaming funny things recently.

Day before yesterday, i dreamt that Mr Playful and I went for a trip together. As per usual, he is so sweet to me and such a gentleman. We were just relaxing in the lounge, holding hands and cuddling. Clearly thats a dream because for now, i doubt anything close to that is gonna happen.

And then, today, i dreamt that Serena was pregnant with a baby girl. Well, it was such a great news because eventhough she hasn't gone through the marriage ceremony, she is already legally married so its not a shotgun thing. BUT, the weird part was, I was pregnant with a baby boy *gasp*. Ok. i gotta *gasp* another time. AND, who is the father? Mr Tall! *gasp* even more! FYI, i didn't dream about the process of getting pregnant but just about me finding out i was pregnant. Then i had an argument with Mr Tall and he wants to claim the baby. He said "our baby" and i insisted it was "my baby" because i was pissed at him. Oh the drama. I can write a book/movie script out my dream seriously. 

Despite the fact that i was pregnant when i'm not even married, it felt good. It felt nice to know that there is a little person growing in me. It made me feel responsible and that i wanna protect the fetus. I know its not real but thats how i really felt. Is that a sign for something? People said before that what you dream at night is caused by your subconscious. So what is my subconscious telling me? Wait. Let me google. 

This is what HuffingtonPost.com said 

What do dreams about being pregnant mean?

"At its core, this dream is about creativity," Mead says. "Women literally create new life out of their bodies. If you dream of being pregnant, you are likely craving time to be creative, or 'dreaming up' a new and exciting creative project that will come into existence down the line. This could be as small as a home-based renovation project or a large-scale artistic work."

PHEW PHEW PHEW!! Lucky it doesn't mean that i really want to get pregnant. Praise the Lord!!  Although it feels nice to "think" that i'm pregnant, i doubt i want to be really pregnant at this stage of my life - single - no proper career - young

Ok. Moving on. 

I managed to meet up with Nick. YAY! I went out with him on Sunday to Chuup at Damansara Jaya for dinner and yesterday to Folger Phobia at Wisma Scope International for coffee. Both times were unexpected though. 

On Sunday, when he messaged me saying that he's picking me up and he's coming from Sunway, I had to dash upstairs to have a quick shower and then change my clothes. I was just wearing my typical gym clothes that i usually wear at home. And i did take a shower already but because we had water cuts and i went to check out Surya Yoga's Open Day, i just felt like taking another shower. 

Yesterday, my class ended 1 hour earlier. It was supposed to end at 4pm and I was supposed to wait for Sharon because she finishes at 5pm. Thankfully Nick hasn't head to Folger Phobia yet so he came and pick me and off we went. Folger Phobia uses the same coffee beans as The Kitchen Table. With all honesty, I think Folger Phobia serves it better but can't compare that much because we don't know the details of the coffee beans such as how is it roasted, the way the coffee is made etc. When i was working at The Kitchen Table, i tried it before and boy,it was bitter. Yesterday when Terrence, the Barista made it, i did not add sugar as well and it was bitter but not as bitter as the one at TKT. 

Nick's coffee however has been added brown sugar as per his request and he asked me to try and it was really good. Of course i added brown sugar to mine as well. Well, more like Nick helped me to add it. He is such a sweet person. Thanks to him, i'm starting to learn to like coffee and started trying new places.

Let me note down the places he brought/introduced to me:-

- Village Park Nasi Lemak

- POKC

- Restoran Sun Hin Loong(curry laksa)

- Chuup

- Folger Phobia

- Standing Theory(waffles)

The beautiful swan coffee art for my coffee at Folger Phobia. Aiyo. My coffee art is a big embarrassment! HAHA!!! Laugh die me! 

And Sharon and I decided to go to The Lunchbox at Monash for lunch. More like brunch. So yeah. She had buttercream fish and i had Nachocheese Chicken Chop as shown in the picture above. It was so good and sinful! Haha! Really gotta go to the gym during the weekend! 

Those quotes above are what i tell myself when i get upset after thinking about Mr Playful. Some things are out of my control and i can only do so much. I don't want to put so much hope into something i don't know can work out or not. I want it to work but "one hand clap got not sound". You get me? Lets hope the feeling is mutual because i don't mind waiting for him here despite the distance that we face sometimes.

Ok. Time to go back to work. Work life sucks! Thats all i can say about work! ARGHH!!!

During my lunch time, i did some thinking. And i've decided that Mr Playful is too good to be true. He has too many women hanging around him and i doubt that he will ever put his eyes on me. I've decided to move on. Let go of whatever feelings i have for him before it gets too deep. I should not hang on something that is not gonna happen. To add on it, i think i have been clapping with 1 hand all these while since he did not show any signs that he likes me. I'm a sucker when it comes to relationships.

Are you kidding me?

I actually wrote this post yesterday when i was having a quick break at uni BUT i stupidly close the application and everything got deleted 😰

I was and still am pissed with my boss's wife. The story begins..

She told me her washing machine broke down and asked me to research for a new one. And i did. But she did not tell me what brand of washing machine she wants and my research was mainly Electrolux(i'm turning into an auntie) because she wanted the delay timer feature and not many have that function. So yeah.

I found 6 options and sent to her and yesterday during my break,i had a dumb and itchy fingers moment and i opened my work email. AND, i saw her reply to me saying its too few options for her and that she prefers Samsung brand.

1st- 6 options also not enough for 1 washing machine? You got to be kidding me!

2nd- If she preferred Samsung brand,she should have said so from the beginning so i do would have focussed on that only.

3rd- Through my experience from shopping household items, isn't going to the shop itself and asking them their opinion is better than researching online?

I was fuming and almost exploded. It was a Saturday and i already had to work at 9am and then rush to uni for class at 10am. SATURDAY!!! Its my weekend and i want to relax!! And all these extra hours are not paid. Heck my pay is not even that great.

Ended up messaging Serena and Nick to complain and both said i should not do it on a weekend. And thats what i did. I ignored her and i really cant give a flying tuck whether does her maid need to handwash her clothes. 

Argh. Ok. Rant done!

Look at this little guy. We stopped him from eating his treats and he was really unhappy. Hahahaha! He looked so cute though.

And thats my baby with Scuffy. Choco looks so fat 😅😅

Nutella on the go to make my Saturday feels a bit better.

I've decided to take out my cartilage piercing because its distrupting my sleep. I like to sleep on my side and it cause that piercing to heal very slowly and not to mention the pain! So i made that huge decision. Gah! Wasted Matt's effort and $50. HAHA! 

And i also made another huge decision on that same night. Not gonna say what is it but i just wanna note it down thay i made that decision. Sorta a reminder to myself :) 

Ok. Thats all the update for now. Gonna head to Surya Yoga Open Day with momma later. I miss Yoga so badly!! 

L-O-V-E

" its not about who hurt you or broke you down. its about who was always there and made you smile again"

Do you agree with the above statement?

I am pretty sure that i agree with it but then again, the person who was always there and made you smile again can also hurt you and break you down. And when that happens, its gonna be worst than before.

I know because i am in that situation. I would not say i'm hurt and broken down because it took distance and time for me to get over Mr Tall. I still miss him a lot and i still want to see him achieving all the he wants to achieve and my heart still beats really fast when i receive his messages BUT i know we are at the point where we will not move away from-friends.

I was happy, slept well, eat well and kept positive until i met Mr Playful. Instead of putting down their name or initial, i shall state them as the characteristic that i think is best suited for them. So yeah. Mr Playful is almost like Mr Tall. Except, Mr Playful is much more sociable than Mr Tall. Mr Tall can be quite reserved(but he still likes talking about himself). He's reserved in the sense that he doesn't like going out, he prefers to stay at home or do some sports training whereas Mr Playful is always out and about. Mr Tall is more honest about what he feels i.e. if he doesn't want to do something, he won't(in another words, stubborn). I'm not too sure what about Mr Playful but i think Mr Playful often please others so i doubt he is like Mr Tall. However, i reckon Mr Tall is not as gentleman as Mr Playful and not as thoughtful too.

The common characteristic that both of them has? They both don't like to reply messages. Well, they do reply but then they will MIA all of a sudden. Mr Playful is worst than Mr Tall though. Very much worst actually. I think its a guy's thing.

OK...i have swerved quite far from my point. My point is Mr Playful is the one to make me smile the crazy cheeky smile. I used to smile that way whenever i was with Mr Tall or when i think back about the memories we had. But then again, Mr Playful makes me frustrated all the time. He is such a confusing human being and its hard to read him. Almost like Mr Tall but Mr Tall shows it very obvious.

ARGHHH!! Judging from all those mumble jumbles that i've written, i think you can tell that i'm frustrated to the point i am not putting out my points properly. Seriously! Mr Playful, if you don't think anything can work between us, then don't show it otherwise. Whenever i tell myself that things between me and Mr Playful will not work out, then there he is, proving that i'm wrong. COME ON!!!

Too much words in this post..AGAIN. Let me see what cute pictures i can post to make it more cheerful.

ooooh. Choco's picture when he was just 6 months old. My work computer wallpaper =)

the 2 pigs. They do make me smile so i hope they make you smile too =)

OK. I'm gonna end this post already or else there will be more words accompanying it. Toodles Tinglies and have a good weekend.

Where are you?

Dear guy, 

Where are you? I thought i found you but you disappoint me time after time. Because of all the disappointments,i somehow doubt that you will know how to make me smile or will take care of me. 

Yours sincerely,

Lady in waiting.

Absolutely Disgusted

Hello Tinglies

So how many are you single(like me *high 5*)? And how many of you have a partner?

Why am i asking this question? Explanation as follows ;)

So, i have this Facebook friend, a Malaysian Chinese in his thirties and living in a different state as i am. So, recently, he has been posting regarding his newfound partner(a Vietnamese). He just got together with her (i have no idea whether is it official or non-official) but he has been calling her his "wifey". WTF. Can this "wifey" title be used so randomly? Another friend of mine also have been called her partner's wifey when their relationship is so unstable and i'm guessing is just mainly sex based. I'm not judging here but its clearly written in her Facebook.

So back to that Malaysian Chinese. Yesterday, he posted quite a few status regarding their breakup. We are guessing that she found someone better and left him. He seemed so heartbroken, saying stuffs like our love has ended, don't think of him(which i don't think she will) etc etc. And today, he appeared on my Facebook news feed again, with a picture of him with a new Vietnamese girl saying that he's feeling lovely wtf and in the comment, he said she loves him and he loves her. BIG WTF!! Err hello? Break up yesterday and today found new girl and some more say its love?

That absolutely disgust me and hence the title. He found a new partner, good for him! But saying that he loves her after just going through a break up less than 24 hours? That is disgusting. How can this be so easy? How can human heart changes so quickly?

My faith in men is gone. I have no idea what guys are after and what i even more don't understand is how can they not be serious in relationships or towards how they feel. Probably thats the reason i'm single.



A note to you:-

Mind you, I am not desperate for a relationship. In my opinion, if it happens, it happens. If you are interested in me, you gotta make the move. I am not gonna sit here and just carry on hoping that you will ask me out. Whatever it is, the ball is in your court. Like it or not, I still think that guys should still make the first move. Or else, I will just carry on living my life until someone who is brave enough to ask me out comes along. 

Ok. Enough ranting. Heading out with YL to Jojo Pan Mee for lunch and Epicuro for coffee and dessert later. Might post some pictures. Or might not.

Till then, Toodles!

An Eager-Learner

Hello Tinglies.

Oh its so amazing that i really suck in technology/computer. It took me like half an hour to figure out how to link my Instagram profile to my blog.

OH,and get this. I forgot my e-mail address linked to this blog. Amazing huh! I have too many e-mail address that i think i have to start deleting some of them. But the problem is, every e-mail address has its own function.

Work: I have 2 e-mail address because i'm handling matters from 2 companies.

Uni: I have 2 e-mail address from 2 universities because my studies case is a bit complicated. I'm a UniSA student but i'm studying/finishing up in Monash. So there you go.

Personal: I have 3 e-mail address, 1 of which i didn't know existed. I am the bomb!

So, all together, i have like 7 e-mail addresses? *gives myself a pat on the back*

Ok. Nevertheless, everything is all sorted out and life is good now. PHEW!

So, the reason i wanted to log in was to write what i dreamt yesterday night. I know its weird but i just want to note it down so maybe when in future,if i forget and when i'm reading back what i wrote, i'll be like "ohhh..i dreamt of that". Forgive me. I can be weird.

OK..dream #1

I dreamt that we were all going home from work and somehow, Kelvin, my ex-colleague from The Kitchen Table was there too and he was apparently, 1 of my colleague. So, we went in the lift and somehow, everybody sat down naturally. All of a sudden, the lift dropped down and i gasped. Kelvin laughed at me btw. So, the lift was just going down as normal and SUDDENLY, it went forward and went into roller-coaster mode. Like literally. We went round and round in the roller-coaster rail,and i must say that it was quite exciting because i love roller-coaster rides but we weren't in seat belt or any harness that was gonna keep us in our seat. None of us flew around though. And it brought us to a building that looks like a train station/airport. Couldn't figure that one out.

Then i got the urge to pee and i woke up.

Slept back and dream #2 happened

I dreamt that me and a guy(i'm gonna keep him secretive although i know who he is) were in his car and all of sudden, he held my hand. My heart was in my throat because i want that to happen. I just stoned for a while and when i gathered what has happened, i told him "now that you held my hand,you're not allowed to let go yea" and he grasped my hand tighter. I tell you, i could not be anymore happier than that. I held his hand with both my hands and leaned on his shoulders. Oh man..i hope dreams really come true. I hope this is what is going to happen in future. Hopefully i'm not jynxing myself. We ended up in a restaurant and suddenly, someone was with us. Can't remember who is it but its someone he knows and i don't. So yeah. We were deciding whether should we leave a bag in the car and we did and then we went into the restaurant. Thats about it.

So how? My dreams are quite exciting right. Just a hint, I haven't sit in many guy's car before..probably about 6 guys? And i have mentioned him in my previous posts before. So, its pretty clear who i'm talking about huh. I know i'm rambling so much in this post.

Since i'm blogging from my office's computer, let me upload some pictures for the firm's photoshoot. Mind you,its supposed to be a professional shoot so i know i look kinda ridiculous with the very fixed posture and all. Bleh.

HAHAHAHAHAAHA! i know i look funny. Thanks!

On a side note, I applied for a position with the Emirates to be their cabin crew and i received an invitation to their Recruitment Day. However, i won't be attending it because after i did my research, i found out that we cannot have any tattoos especially visible ones and i have a big one smacked on my wrist. Biggest mistake of my life. Well, it would be great if they allow me to cover it up because thats what i usually do anyways. But sigh. No hope.

I applied for English teaching position in Korea though. I'm hoping to hear back from them so maybe i can go over to a different country to expose myself to different cultures. I've already been exposed to the Western culture so it would be great to get to know the Korean culture. Keep your fingers crossed for me.

Ok..have to go handle some management issue. Back to reality(work)! Saturday tomorrow. Heaps excited.

See ya and thanks for reading, Tinglies. Till next time.